Louder than sound

I depleted myself
I depleted my soul
Gave into what I've fought so hard to suppress
Enclosed in my heart
Enclosed in my mind
I tried to keep you confined

Laying down rotting from the inside
My inner speech lurks around like a leech
How do you find peace
When there is no peace to be found
Silence is louder than any sound

Wrap your hands around my neck
My knees bleed as they hit the deck
I just can't trust that I match up
Desperately looking for something more

I don't want to be a self indentured slave
To the insecurities that wash in like waves
Igniting the fire that runs through my bloodstream
Drifting towards a bad reality
Mistook it for truth
I'll give one last plea
before I'll find myself on the flee

How do you find peace
When there is no peace to be found
Silence is louder than any sound

Own me.

At first sight that late December night. 

A couple sips of whiskey, an intoxicating first impression

I knew that desire was pleading to be true

vulnerability speaking, of a one-of-a kind find

Another good girl to run wildly bad like me 

A twisted fate 

Over Longing the wait

How will it taste to lay your innocence on me

Ablaze pulsating my fingertips

Cherry lips with one word to whisper...

'Please'

Release that sigh and kiss her 

Bow down, pursue all four sea's

Darling, just fucking own me 

Take me as I am, satisfy my thirst 

Electrify the energy

With your love struck synergy 

How long will it take to lay your innocence on me

Darling, just fucking own me. 

For keeps

You're the music, and I'm the rhythm 

I am your favorite book, you are my new lines

Where you venture, I'm sure to follow

Your the flake, and I'm the snow

Breeze to my summer, rain to my spring 

The orange to my autumn glow 

The warmest smile

Eyes so deep

Stay with me for awhile

I promise you'll be my for keeps 

I am your dandelion, you are my first wish

The pedal to my rose, the lips of a first kiss

Come with me now, down the path of eternity 

Your the light to my sunrise

The glow to my starlight

When the rain falls

Will you be the heartbeat to my dance?

The warmest smile

Eyes so deep

Stay with me for a while

I promise you'll be my for keeps

Your the smoke to my high

I am your London Bridge, your my falling down

Aboard my ship I need your sail

The voice inside my thoughts

I am your way home, and your my new path

I'll be your kiss goodnight, if you'll be my I love you

The warmest smile

Eyes so deep

Stay with me for a while 

I promise you'll be my for keeps (x2)

Promise you'll be my for keeps (x - until fade out) 

Muse of my Melody

Let the rain fall

Dancing under the pale moonlight

It's a lovesick free for all

I've got a soul that's on fire 

Ready to take you higher and higher 

Our hearts will beat to the same drum 

Breathe me in, I could live by the rhythm of your hum 

Rock me a lullaby

Hold me tight

Let reality fade far from sight

Let me lay you down tonight

I've needed you more than I can say

A little bit of peace as you light my way

Kiss my lips, fall into me

Baby your mouth is the muse to my melody 

Let the rain fall

Dancing under the pale moonlight

It's a lovesick free for all

Tell me your truths

Share your darkest secrets with me 

Let me use a little word play

Watching the lyrics unfold

Sing what lies in me untold

The world could never understand

The love that comes from your hand

Rock me a lullaby 

Hold me tight

Let reality fade far from sight

Let me lay you down tonight

I've needed you more than I can say

A little bit of peace as you light my way 

Kiss my lips and fall into me 

Baby your mouth is the muse to my melody

I wanna be the other half of you

The alphabet of your chords

The rhythm of your words

Together we make one

The greatest love song to be sung. 

The world could never understand

The love that comes from your hand

Kiss my lips and fall into me

Baby your mouth is the muse to my melody. 

Last words

Everything you said you'd never be 

Turned into everything you have always been 

Too blind to see through the lies and deceit 

I was so sure I could change your ways

Alter your pattern 

Truth of the matter 

You will always be the degenerate you were meant to be

A cowardice is all you ever were

Fuck you is all I have to say

My last words before I let your memory fade away

I believed, I believed, I believed

you were a better person

Tried to give you the benefit of the doubt 

Abandoned my sanity under your insanity 

What I gave you I can never get back 

The ultimate sacrifice of all of me

From the beginning of our time 

I let you make me believe you were true

In all our time you had always been lying to you

Took longer than expected 

But finally the day came 

When I realized I didn't need to suffer 

Under the spell of your immoral self

A cowardice is all you ever were

Fuck you is all I have to say

My last words before I let your memory fade away

You never even deserved the worst of me

Let alone the best I had to give 

I continued to give while you were relentless to take

Entirely my mistake 

The day I let my sun set on you 

Was the moment my hurricane cleared

Everything I feared 

Disappeared 

I learned to breath

Silently hoping you'd suffocate 

A dollar short and a day late 

You sealed your fate 

A cowardice is all you ever were

Fuck you is all I have to say

My last words before I let your memory fade away

Unbeliever

You swear by your faith 

Reciting your verses 

Trying to heal my so called curses

Your sins run as deep as mine 

Denying your kin to a family 

Making you highest unbeliever 

It's a choice of the chosen

Trying to pass the blame 

When it's your judgement 

That diminishes the flame 

You try to steal happiness 

Using your little black book 

As the basis of the ammo

Throw your stones

See how far they go in the aftermath 

When you're evaluated under a life of misinterpretation.

Loosing grip

Swallow one more pill

Take one more drunken sip

A reflection of you 

Lives at the bottom of the glass

Everything you see, It's all true

I am loosing grip

It cut through me 

Shattered my heart

While you stood there

Gripping the knife 

That cut through my life 

I'm seeing stars

Watching myself fall apart

I will never be the same 

Living in your world of shame 

Everything you see, It's all true

I am loosing grip

What will wake me up?

What can unbury my soul?

I can't seem to pick up what you destroyed 

Only this bottle works, to mend me whole 

Your blade wasn't strong enough 

I found my own 

Bound, broken, and alone

I'm seeing stars

Watching myself fall apart

I will never be the same 

Living in your world of shame

If I could erase the pain 

Wipe the slate clean 

Forget about you

Put down the knife 

That is set to end my life 

I don't recognize this me 

What's it going to take 

To end this ache 

Everything you see, It's all true

I am loosing grip

I'm seeing stars

Watching myself fall apart

I will never be the same 

Living in your world of shame