Monday, July 27, 2015

Own me.

At first sight that late December night. 
A couple sips of whiskey, an intoxicating first impression
I knew that desire was pleading to be true
vulnerability speaking, of a one-of-a kind find
Another good girl to run wildly bad like me 

A twisted fate 
Over Longing the wait
How will it taste to lay your innocence on me

Ablaze pulsating my fingertips
Cherry lips with one word to whisper...
'Please'
Release that sigh and kiss her 
Bow down, pursue all four sea's
Darling, just fucking own me 

Take me as I am, satisfy my thirst 
Electrify the energy
With your love struck synergy 

How long will it take to lay your innocence on me
Darling, just fucking own me. 

Sunday, July 19, 2015

For keeps

You're the music, and I'm the rhythm 
I am your favorite book, you are my new lines
Where you venture, I'm sure to follow

Your the flake, and I'm the snow
Breeze to my summer, rain to my spring 
The orange to my autumn glow 

The warmest smile
Eyes so deep
Stay with me for awhile
I promise you'll be my for keeps 

I am your dandelion, you are my first wish
The pedal to my rose, the lips of a first kiss
Come with me now, down the path of eternity 

Your the light to my sunrise
The glow to my starlight
When the rain falls
Will you be the heartbeat to my dance?

The warmest smile
Eyes so deep
Stay with me for a while
I promise you'll be my for keeps

Your the smoke to my high
I am your London Bridge, your my falling down
Aboard my ship I need your sail

The voice inside my thoughts
I am your way home, and your my new path
I'll be your kiss goodnight, if you'll be my I love you

The warmest smile
Eyes so deep
Stay with me for a while 
I promise you'll be my for keeps (x2)

Promise you'll be my for keeps (x - until fade out) 

Muse of my Melody

Let the rain fall
Dancing under the pale moonlight
It's a lovesick free for all

I've got a soul that's on fire 
Ready to take you higher and higher 
Our hearts will beat to the same drum 
Breathe me in, I could live by the rhythm of your hum 

Rock me a lullaby
Hold me tight
Let reality fade far from sight
Let me lay you down tonight
I've needed you more than I can say
A little bit of peace as you light my way
Kiss my lips, fall into me
Baby your mouth is the muse to my melody 

Let the rain fall
Dancing under the pale moonlight
It's a lovesick free for all

Tell me your truths
Share your darkest secrets with me 
Let me use a little word play
Watching the lyrics unfold
Sing what lies in me untold

The world could never understand
The love that comes from your hand

Rock me a lullaby 
Hold me tight
Let reality fade far from sight
Let me lay you down tonight
I've needed you more than I can say
A little bit of peace as you light my way 
Kiss my lips and fall into me 
Baby your mouth is the muse to my melody

I wanna be the other half of you
The alphabet of your chords
The rhythm of your words
Together we make one
The greatest love song to be sung. 

The world could never understand
The love that comes from your hand

Kiss my lips and fall into me
Baby your mouth is the muse to my melody. 

Wednesday, July 15, 2015

Last words

Everything you said you'd never be 
Turned into everything you have always been 
Too blind to see through the lies and deceit 

I was so sure I could change your ways
Alter your pattern 
Truth of the matter 
You will always be the degenerate you were meant to be

A cowardice is all you ever were
Fuck you is all I have to say
My last words before I let your memory fade away

I believed, I believed, I believed
you were a better person
Tried to give you the benefit of the doubt 
Abandoned my sanity under your insanity 

What I gave you I can never get back 
The ultimate sacrifice of all of me
From the beginning of our time 
I let you make me believe you were true
In all our time you had always been lying to you

Took longer than expected 
But finally the day came 
When I realized I didn't need to suffer 
Under the spell of your immoral self

A cowardice is all you ever were
Fuck you is all I have to say
My last words before I let your memory fade away

You never even deserved the worst of me
Let alone the best I had to give 
I continued to give while you were relentless to take
Entirely my mistake 

The day I let my sun set on you 
Was the moment my hurricane cleared
Everything I feared 
Disappeared 

I learned to breath
Silently hoping you'd suffocate 
A dollar short and a day late 
You sealed your fate 

A cowardice is all you ever were
Fuck you is all I have to say
My last words before I let your memory fade away

Unbeliever

You swear by your faith 
Reciting your verses 
Trying to heal my so called curses

Your sins run as deep as mine 
Denying your kin to a family 
Making you highest unbeliever 

It's a choice of the chosen
Trying to pass the blame 
When it's your judgement 
That diminishes the flame 

You try to steal happiness 
Using your little black book 
As the basis of the ammo

Throw your stones
See how far they go in the aftermath 
When you're evaluated under a life of misinterpretation.

Loosing grip

Swallow one more pill
Take one more drunken sip
A reflection of you 
Lives at the bottom of the glass

Everything you see, It's all true
I am loosing grip

It cut through me 
Shattered my heart
While you stood there
Gripping the knife 
That cut through my life 

I'm seeing stars
Watching myself fall apart
I will never be the same 
Living in your world of shame 

Everything you see, It's all true
I am loosing grip

What will wake me up?
What can unbury my soul?
I can't seem to pick up what you destroyed 
Only this bottle works, to mend me whole 

Your blade wasn't strong enough 
I found my own 
Bound, broken, and alone

I'm seeing stars
Watching myself fall apart
I will never be the same 
Living in your world of shame

If I could erase the pain 
Wipe the slate clean 
Forget about you
Put down the knife 
That is set to end my life 

I don't recognize this me 
What's it going to take 
To end this ache 

Everything you see, It's all true
I am loosing grip

I'm seeing stars
Watching myself fall apart
I will never be the same 
Living in your world of shame 


Sunday, June 21, 2015

Promise, I'm whole

Look into my eyes 
A gaze that will draw you into my heart
Deep inside 
Where I hide the purest form of me 

Come into me 
The depth of my soul 
I promise I am whole. 

I may run and I may hide 
Don't give up on me 
I'm just a little fragile 
From time to time 

I love you, in ways you've never been loved 
For reasons you've never been told 
For longer than you think you deserve 
And with more than you will ever know existed inside me. 

My love is the one thing I'm most certain of
It's the one confusion of life 
I've never questioned. 
It's whole and it's pure 
It's a mirror reflection of me. 

I'll require days of patience
The ones you naturally overcome 
Days so difficult for some 
Never with Ill intention 
Just a past hard to mention

My love is the one thing I'm most certain of  
And it burns in your desire 
A flame set to fire 

I love you, in ways you've never been loved 
For reasons you've never been told 
For longer than you think you deserve 
And with more than you will ever know existed inside me. 

Come into me 
The depth of my soul 
I promise I am whole. 




Tuesday, May 19, 2015

Time for working

I only have time for working
That penny, and that dime 
Have monopolized my time.

Food for thought 
Is this all I have sought? 

Yesterday is gone
Today is winding down 
Tomorrow I'm a refugee, of all that I dream.
Only to punch that clock, like a tired less mime. 

I only have time for working
That penny, and that dime
Have monopolized my time.

Stuck like quicksand 
Across the land 
I doubt the risk
I fear the doubt 

Food for thought
Is this all I have sought?

I want to leap
Take that step of faith 
For all the glory is only mine to keep

But, I only have time for working
That penny, and that dime 
Have monopolized my time 

For another week 
I'll earn my keep
Will this be all I will seek?
 

Sunday, March 8, 2015

Ruined

If only I could make you see
What you have taken from me
Memories suppressed
Disrupting my rest

At times it swallows me whole
Creeps into my dreams
Rips me open from the seams

Down on my knees begging please
Keep these memories away from me

You will never understand how you betrayed me
I keep a deep hole no one can touch
I blame you

I hope one day you will see
What you have done had ruined me

Behind these eyes
I hide the pain inside
Pretend I am strong
But for how long?

Down on my knees begging please
Keep these memories away from me

We're separated now
A steel bar between
For now it's your turn to serve
A sentence I've been punished to all my life

You've left a part of me so broken
Only to find out how much was unspoken
Stories imagined from deceit 
This truth drive me into madness 
Only to leave me with the unruling sadness

I hope one day you will see
What you have done has ruined me. 

Wednesday, February 18, 2015

I Belong to You

The path I traveled, it was cold and desolate
Stumbling home day after night, drunk as ice
I would crawl forward, only to fall back
Until the one winter day, I fell right into you.

You stood there, that look in your eyes
I read it on your face, I felt it in my heart
You have stood where I have crawled
Our pasts are boulders we had been dragging all along
My eyes met yours and the chains lifted off.

Chorus:
Baby do you see that flame
It’s a passion burning for you, a romance bursting into fire
The day our paths met, I had this crazy desire
All I wanted to do is get lost in you.

When I’m with you the world just disappears
I’ve spent my life searching for you,
The you that stands here now clenching to my heart
Only you know the thunder that runs through our veins

It only took one look, one interlock of our hands
And I knew I could spend my life lost in you
Please show me your love, and light my way

Baby do you see that flame
It’s a passion burning for you, a romance bursting into fire
The day our paths met, I had this crazy desire
All I wanted to do is get lost in you.

The first time you ran your fingers through my hair
It’s like I had already dreamt that this was what it should be
No fear, no nerves, a purest form of sanity.

When you fall, I will catch you
It’s what I was meant to do
I belong to you. (X2)