Sunday, March 8, 2015

Ruined

If only I could make you see
What you have taken from me
Memories suppressed
Disrupting my rest

At times it swallows me whole
Creeps into my dreams
Rips me open from the seams

Down on my knees begging please
Keep these memories away from me

You will never understand how you betrayed me
I keep a deep hole no one can touch
I blame you

I hope one day you will see
What you have done had ruined me

Behind these eyes
I hide the pain inside
Pretend I am strong
But for how long?

Down on my knees begging please
Keep these memories away from me

We're separated now
A steel bar between
For now it's your turn to serve
A sentence I've been punished to all my life

You've left a part of me so broken
Only to find out how much was unspoken
Stories imagined from deceit 
This truth drive me into madness 
Only to leave me with the unruling sadness

I hope one day you will see
What you have done has ruined me.