If only I could make you see
What you have taken from me
Memories suppressed
Disrupting my rest
At times it swallows me whole
Creeps into my dreams
Rips me open from the seams
Down on my knees begging please
Keep these memories away from me
You will never understand how you betrayed me
I keep a deep hole no one can touch
I blame you
I hope one day you will see
What you have done had ruined me
Behind these eyes
I hide the pain inside
Pretend I am strong
But for how long?
Down on my knees begging please
Keep these memories away from me
We're separated now
A steel bar between
For now it's your turn to serve
A sentence I've been punished to all my life
You've left a part of me so broken
Only to find out how much was unspoken
Stories imagined from deceit
This truth drive me into madness
Only to leave me with the unruling sadness
I hope one day you will see
What you have done has ruined me.