I depleted myself
I depleted my soul
Gave into what I've fought so hard to suppress
Enclosed in my heart
Enclosed in my mind
I tried to keep you confined
Laying down rotting from the inside
My inner speech lurks around like a leech
How do you find peace
When there is no peace to be found
Silence is louder than any sound
Wrap your hands around my neck
My knees bleed as they hit the deck
I just can't trust that I match up
Desperately looking for something more
I don't want to be a self indentured slave
To the insecurities that wash in like waves
Igniting the fire that runs through my bloodstream
Drifting towards a bad reality
Mistook it for truth
I'll give one last plea
before I'll find myself on the flee
How do you find peace
When there is no peace to be found
Silence is louder than any sound
